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December 3, 2008
if christina aguilera was a young hipster she would be lady gaga
if christina aguilera was a young hipster she would be lady gaga

protip: being socially aware doesn’t get you laid

brb, flying to stockholm and i’m never coming back again.
i like golf
i like golf
December 2, 2008
twilight must be an awesome movie.
December 1, 2008
i’m not going to say i’m proud of it. but i’m also not going to pretend it didn’t happen.
i’m not going to say i’m proud of it. but i’m also not going to pretend it didn’t happen.
guy sings every single part of thriller. if this isn’t awesome then there is no god.
November 29, 2008
my peers

numb themselves. numb their hearing, their sight, their mind. with drugs, lights, sounds, and sex. i want to say it makes me sad but then that’ll just make me sound like an arrogant douche. sometimes we think so narrow and sometimes we think so wide. i hope this is all normal.

stuff i see at five in the morning succumbed to fog with zero visibility:

1. 1980’s limo with trunk open speeding through red lights

2. five squad cars surrounding a yaris in a home depot parking lot

3. a dead dog

4. taco bell delivery worker yelling at each other in the middle of the intersection

5. some weird black thing that kept running along my car for about a minute

to compensate for the ticket to transporter 3

i will be downloading 5 movies. fuck with me again, hollywood, fuck with me again.

November 28, 2008
why i'm not a writer:

or, why i’m not a good writer: i don’t know how to make sad things funny.

know also:

if someone wanted you dead, it is possible. i did not grasp the full concept of this until i’ve been shot at and ran over bombs. day in and day out i’m thankful — regardless of what our system of governance is — that in this country such savagery is contained to a mitigatable level by means of capitalism. enough, even, to allow people to be fat, lazy, and stupid.

be thankful everyday that you live in a country with the fat, lazy, and stupid. by brave enough to defend that.

two things i learned about war and business:

when you go toe to toe with people who do it for their love of their cause, you may never win. no matter the arsenal, no matter the costs, no matter the odds. 

you can see this in the eyes of those that have not a single thing to their name, lost and bewildered in the deserts lands with only the mumblings of religion to push them. they do it not for the land or their countrymen, they do it because they have decided a country half a world away is the enemy of god. 

you can hear this in the voices of those that spend their free time building up products and companies. most emblematic within the warez and piracy groups that haunt the specters of the entertainment industries. kids in the scene with the idealism to believe what it is they’re doing has meaning. 

you can either work against them or live with them. learning to do either is what i have decided is my life.

this is a picture of jeff koons’ exhibit at lacma. the rentacop — aka 60 year old asian women — kept insisting that i stop taking pictures or she said she’ll get someone to come take my camera away. i did get my camera back eventually. i should do something with the whole 500 pic set. 
this is a picture of jeff koons’ exhibit at lacma. the rentacop — aka 60 year old asian women — kept insisting that i stop taking pictures or she said she’ll get someone to come take my camera away. i did get my camera back eventually. i should do something with the whole 500 pic set. 
My generation, we’re a generation of cynics, apathetic to all around us, indifferent to all around us. But when did being those things mean that we had to become ignorant? When did that happen? There are times when I find myself bewildered at my own inability to feel compassion but at the same time I’m plagued by these overarching ideals.
~Phara~